Wouldn't you know it...

The time I feel like painting and working on art the most is when my computer decides to barely work enough for me to check my e-mail. Forget trying to open Photoshop. But of course I do it anyhow... and it takes at least 30 seconds for the menu to open so I can open something or start a new document. Plus, it lags so bad when I try to use any of the tools. Therefore, it's nearly impossible for me to work on anything. ;_; I've scanned with various programs, cleaned my computer, defragmented, installed every new update available, deleted tons of stuff off my hard drive (even though I still had plenty of room), etc. Nothing is working. Maybe I just need a new computer soon?

I remember a few years ago, I felt inspired to draw a bunch of singers with microphones/while they were singing. I never did it, but I thought about it a lot. That randomly came to me, and I sort of feel inspired to do it again. And I would, except nothing's working properly. I think it was when I was watching a NEWS concert DVD and saw Yuya singing... *thinks*

Anyhow. Of course, when one thing goes wrong, it seems like everything else in life follows suit and gets messed up too. And then it seems like there's so much bad luck at once that it can't possibly all be happening, but it is. :[

I'm thinking of screwing my computer and just putting a movie on or something. I don't know. I'm fed up with so much right now.

I really want to paint. ;____;